Spiritual Connections and Healing
― Anthon St. Maarten
Is Something Missing?
Sometimes it feels like I have totally lost my mind. My kids are late for school, I have no idea where my left shoe is, and I’m honestly not even sure what year it is anymore. I’m exhausted from my full-time job, I’m not living up to being the kind of mother I always dreamed I would be, and my house looks like it’s been on an episode of The Walking Dead. Husband? Who’s that? He and I are ships passing in the night as we both struggle to be all the things, all the time. I’m. So. Tired.
This was my life every day for years. To be fair, it still is sometimes because nobody is perfect, right? For years I drained my own cup every day trying desperately to fill others. I felt like I was swimming upstream at my job, barely managing my home life, and a social life was really just a made-up thing that existed in fairy tales. My anxiety was at an all-time high, and I didn’t know how I was supposed to do anything but survive.
In the spring of 2019, the message from spirit become clear and I finally said aloud “I am not living my purpose.” In that moment the heavens sang, fireworks went off like the 4th of July, and all my problems floated away on a cloud. Okay…so maybe it wasn’t that magical, but I mean it when I say that I physically, mentally and emotionally felt a shift in who I was and what I KNEW I needed to do with my life the minute I said those words.
I NEVER want to go back to that life. I know there are days when I will struggle, but since opening myself up to Spirit and being connected to my high guides, I have not only been able to embody my purpose, but fulfill a lifelong quest to support others. I can connect people to their guides and loved ones, so they can grow and fulfill their own purpose here on earth. I can bring healing and connection to those who seek it and help people feel whole.